Checking in.

 Tumblr, old friend. Haha I can tell you’ve missed me. My attention has strayed from you, I admit, because I’ve been busy adjusting to life. Crazy how a year ago today my biggest worry in the world was merely a girl. You helped me get through that little speed bump with relative ease, so I thank you. But still, looking through you now I’m begging for words of wisdom once more in ways only you know how to provide. You’re someone I’ve grown to rely on through the years. Simply put you’ve seen me through many rough patches only to be there eager to help me through the next phase. I know many have been through what I’ll soon be going through, but everyone isn’t cut out of the same prism. We all aren’t shaped to fit certain circumstances, and that’s what I’m most afraid of. Maybe I’ll fail. Maybe I’ll succeed. These things I ponder on rarely, in the moments when time is the loudest thing in the world to me. For now tho, what is guaranteed is I’ll be leaning on you once again.

So yes old friend, I turn to you once more. I’m checking in to your space fully accepting my vulnerability hoping again..

you’ll take me as I am and join me in this journey

  • 1 month ago

"
  1. I left my favorite pair of underwear at your house. I know your mother hates me, can I come pick them up?
    [delete]
  2. It’s been almost a month and I still miss you like a fucking limb.
    [delete]
  3. I didn’t know my bones could ache until I met you.
    [delete]
  4. You know, a week before we broke up, do you remember? I had bought a book of poetry. You asked why I didn’t read something more interesting and I could feel my insides splinter.
    [delete]
  5. You said poetry was all lies dressed up to sound pretty. When I look at you these days, I want to ask if sadness sounds pretty to you too.
    [delete]
  6. It’s 3 a.m. and this alcohol tastes like you.
    [delete]
  7. I saw you staring at me today during Lit class. I smiled at you and you didn’t smile back. I almost cried.
    [delete]
  8. The girl who sits next to me smells like you.
    [delete]
  9. I miss you.
    [delete]
  10. I have never had so many bad nights.
    [delete]
  11. Sometimes I write poetry about you on the internet. Strangers who have never met either of us think you’re cruel – they tell me if they had the honor of loving me, we’d have sex three times a day and they’d scream my name when they came.
    [delete]
  12. They think it is beautiful, how I am broken. I don’t think they understand.
    [delete]
  13. You used to tell me I was beautiful. I tried saying it in the mirror the other day, but it sounded wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
    [delete]
  14. Everything I say sounds wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
    [delete]
  15. We were never in love, but, oh God, we could have been.
    [delete]
"

"15 Texts I Almost Sent You" by d.a.s (via backshelfpoet)

  • 8 months ago
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lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

(Source: lol--youdontcare)

  • 8 months ago
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😂

(Source: makemelaughblog)

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(Source: 2000ish)

  • 12 months ago
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(Source: gillianjacobs)

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  • 1 year ago
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"Have you ever felt a potential love for someone?
Like, you don’t actually love them and you know you don’t, but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It’s almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom but it’s just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often, but you don’t love them. You could, though. You know you could."

(Source: cascadingletters)

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